first of bullying:
why? why would you wanna put other people down in a way that make you feel good about yourself? i understand that maybe somethings going on in your life thats scaring you, but do you really need to go off and make someone else feel bad about themselfs? do you have any idea what that does to them?! they feel bad, and they could even kill themselfs because of your actions! i-i just cant get over the way people treat eachother this way. its stupid and sorry for saying this but the bully is stupid too. honstey if i could i would change each and every bully around and show them what they did wrong so they will be nicer. it worked with my moirail so why cant it work with other people. i actullay want to start up something that will actullay stop bulling for good. not just what their doing now. all their doing is going to school and telling you why you should bully. thats like saying to a 5-7 year old (im calling him little johnny) "oh little johnny dont go and touch that bear cause it will hurt you" gog your just making the kid wanna do it more! everyday i put a smile on my face just to hide the pain thats in my heart, one of these days i will snap. everyday i watch my dearest friends break down and cry like little kids, it pains me to see them like this. everyday i die inside having to watch this act of cruelty and the violents..gog the violents.. everyone wants to fight eachother just to prove how strong they are. its just so....stupid you think kids would have no sence then this. i mean come on guys, honsety. you may be joking about something sometimes but what if the other person doesnt know that? how would it make you feel? ask yourself this was it realy worth it? and the rumors, STOP THEM. like really why would you wanna start something that isnt true about someone (and someone else) just to make them feel bad. are you bord or something?! really? is all you have to do that day is to walk up to your best friend and say " HeY bEsT fRiEnD, gUeSs WhAt? JoHnNy AnD sAlLy ArE dAtInG" or "JoHnNy Is GaY wItH jUsTiN" NO i will not sit by and watch them do this. espiecally if its about me or one of my many moirails. i find it rude, uncool, cruel, and just plain stupid. honstey what are you getting from it? do you become cooler? more popular maybe? no in my book your a little inmature child that has no self asteam of their own. and the drama? oh my gog the drama. again what do you get out of it? i just cant see the postive side of it. can you? cause i cant, so why dont they tell me how good it makes them feel. and the girls, gosh the girls are packed with drama, as well as the boys but not as much as the girls. gog why do you think i hang with the guys. honstly. all this sadends me. it really does. if i could i would ask every single bully in the world if its worth it and how does it make them feel good. cause i dont get it. every day i see kids having to deal with this and all i can hear from them is "sos, please, someone help me, its not healthy, for me to feel this. Y.O.U are making this hard, i cant help but see it dont feel right". there all sad, then i get sad. with everything that happens to me at my home then having to go to school and deal with that too. every day i slap a smile on my face and brave it out. haft them time i need to laugh to myself everytime we get in trouble my the teachers. and its really sad that i can write a story about bullying in a hour but i cant write a essay or my homework in a hour. i know everyone thinks this is a issuse and people are trying to make it better but guess what? its not stopping! it may get a little better but there are still kids killing themselfs and cring every night because of bullying. im starting a group called kids against bullying and once its done being reviewed ill put the link up. its a group where you can post anything that has happend to you (drawings too) and feel safe within it. feel free to join. actually i encourage you to join. i want to make you all feel good about yourselfs.
before i go i want you all to know one thing. you are spiecal, your are awesome, you can make your dreams come true, and only you can help put a end to bullying. <3
- caitlynn .w.